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State: New Jersey
Birthday: 6/27/1989
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Interests: Daydreaming of killing stuff. Um.. sleeping?.. being alone
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Monday, March 08, 2004

New site will be up by tonight... this name is GAY. I didn't make it so fuck off. Anyway stuff.. yah.. had a kickass time this weekend.. FLING MY WINKY! haha 'Manda.. and met her friend Ashley, and Marc was there, And Santilloyoyoyoyo.. then the next day a bunch of stuff happened even more but I don't feel like typing 'cuz no one reads this fucking thing anyway. Until never.. Later...


Wednesday, March 03, 2004

I feel loved... Not. Thanks anyway for trying 'Manda, but umm.. yeah.. Here's another song(s) to describe.. stuff....................... well, I can't find the lyrics at the moment.. I'll post them later... But they're called "I Won't See You Tonight Part 1" and "I Won't See You Tonight Part 2" by Avenged Sevenfold.. They kick ass.. Check 'em out.. until never.. Later..

 

 


Sunday, February 29, 2004

If you wanna know how my life has been going lately, here's lyrics...

 

silence is screaming in my head, stuck on repeat
not much longer ill be dead, so just forget me
im losing my mind
and i dont think you could save me this time
and it goes
on and on and i just feel helpless
how long will this take to wear (out)
on and on when will i get through this
welcome to my own down and out
im falling deeper in this whole, true disaster
im griping what i thought control was falling faster
im losing my mind
and i dont think you could save me this time
and it goes
on and on and i just feel helpless
how long will this take to wear (out)
on and on when will i get through this
welcome to my own down and out
its draging on and wearing thin
i cant stop these walls they keep caving in
its gone too far, wheres my mind
why cant i stop fear this paranoia
it's a never-ending story,and it starts with me
it's a never-ending story, and it starts with me
and it goes
on and on and i just feel helpless
how long will this take to wear (out)
on and on when will i get through this
welcome to my own doubt and doubt
welcome, welcome
we still cant carry,
welcome to my own down and out
welcome, welcome
were falling further
welcome to my own down and out

-Sum41

 

 

Yup, I'm going insane..


Wednesday, February 25, 2004

Bleh.. I'm repeating what I always say.. Life Sucks.

I havn't posted because my computer crashed and burned, so I am still internet-less. Not like anyone cares.. And I totally agree with Mike.

Until never... Later..


Saturday, February 14, 2004

I "borrowed" this survey from Nneka, who "borrowed" it from Neesa, which she "borrowed" from AJ, and so the cycle goes on....

{1} who likes you: From School: Me? psh. // Others: No one

{2} what do you want to do: Not be me.

{3} who is one person you never get sick of? umm..

{4} what would you take if you were stuck on a deserted island?: Food and water so I don't die.

{5} who would you take to that island if you had to take anyone, dead or alive? Guess

{6} do you like water? Yeah I guess.

{7} if your house was on fire and you could only save one thing, what would you save? The picture of my mom.

{8} have you ever said `i love you` and not meant it? To some family members.

{9} what is your favorite sesame street character? The Count

{10} what time is it? 8:23 PM, I woke up exactly an hour ago

{11} what time did you wake up this morning? A half hour ago.

{12} who would you trade places with for a day?: Bill Gates.

{13} have you ever been told you look like a celebrity?: Jack Osbourne.

{14} finish this sentence. Being me is just so damn hard; because of everything.

{15} date?:..?

{16} would you rather live in the mountains or by the ocean?: Ocean.

{Last time you've?..}

{17} cried: I think today. I don't notice anymore.

{18}bought something: Last night. A Useless Knowledge T-Shirt.

{19} gotten sick: Does head trauma count?

{20}eaten: Candy.

{21}had a serious talk: Last night I guess.

{22}missed someone: Yeah..

{23}hugged someone: Haha that dude, and Tom Griffin.

{24}are you center of attention or a wall flower? Wall flower

{25}what type of automobile do you drive: If I drove, it would be something that works.

{26}do you like being around people: Depends who they are.

{27}who is your role model: Any musician.

{28}have you ever cried over the opposite sex: Um yeah.

{29}rather have a relationship or a "hookup": Relationship.

{30}do you want to get married: Yeah but it'll never happen.

{31}do you want kids: Yup.

{32}are you happy with your life: Not at all, but it's better than most.

{Last Person That..}

{1} Called You: Amanda.

{2} Slept In Your Bed: Me.

{3} Saw You Cry: I dunno.

{4} Made You Cry: .....

{5} Spent The Night At Your House: Mike I think.

{6} Shared A Drink (any kind): My grandma. Haha.

{7} You Went To The Movies With: I seriously don't remember.

{8} You Went To The Mall With: Ditto.

{9} Yelled At You: My Grandma.

{10} Sent You An Email: Offers at MSN.

{11} Said They Were Gonna Kill You: Anthony.

{Have You Ever..}

{1} Been To New York?: Yup.

{2} Been To Florida? Of course.

{3} California? Not yet.

{4} Hawaii? Ditto.

{5} Mexico?: Mehico!.. nope.

{6} China?: No big walls for me.

{7} Canada?: No mounties and "Eh's" for me.

{8} Danced Naked: Nope.

{9} Had A Dream About Sometthing Weird and the next day it happened? Daja Vu? All the time.

{10} Stalked Someone?: Yeah, as a joke.

{11} Had A Mud Bath?: Nope.

{12} Wished You Were The Opposite Sex: Nope.

{13} Had An Imaginary Friend?: Yeah, to piss people off.

This Or That...

{1} apples or bananas?: Bananas.

{2} Blue or Red?: Black.

{3} Backstreet Boys or N Sync?: Or.

{4} Wal Mart Or Target: Wal*Mart

{5} Spring Or Fall?: Spring.

{6} Santa Or Rudolph?: Or.

{7} Math Or English?: English.

{Some Other Stuff...}

{1} What Are You Going To Do After You Finish This Survey?: Go to Joe's.

{2} What Was The Last Meal You Ate: Wendy's.

{3} How Many Of Your Buddies are on?: 30, but most are away or idle or the same people on 2 s/n's.

{4} Last Movie You Saw?: The New Nightmare.

{5} Last Noise You Heard: Clicking of keys.

Misc:

{1} Last Time You Went Out Of State: NY for stores.

{2} Lucky #: 21.

{3} Things You Like In A Guy/Girl: Personality, eyes.

{4} Weirdest Thing About you: Everything...

{5} Do you have a crush on someone?: Dunno.

{6} Do Your Friends know?: Eric and Joe know. Tell and you know what happens.

{7} What Do You Think About Ouiji boards?: Awesomeness.

{9} What's On Your Mouse Pad?: I have none.

{10} Best Feeling in The World: Love, acceptance.

{11} What Is The First Thing You Think When You Wake In The Morning?: Fucking school..

{12} Have You Ever Died?: No, though sometimes I want to.

{13} Roller Coaster?: Hate hights.

{14} How Many Rings Before You Answer: 2.

{15} Future Daughter's Name: Dunno.

{16} Future Son's Name: Ditto.

{17} Chocolate Or Vanilla?: Or.

{18} Do You Sleep With A Stuffed Animal?: Yup, sadly.

19} What's your favorite drink?: Root beer or chocolate milk.

20. If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be? Computer person thiingamabobber.

21. Favorite soft drink: Root beer or Birch beer.

22. Righty or lefty: Righty.





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A Loud Guitar Solo: You are the wild one! Loud
noises and chaotic scenes are in your
preference. You have a sense of adventure that
is truly yours alone. Whether your at a concert
or at home enjoying a thunderstorm, you are
bold and beautiful! Rock On! (please rate my
quiz)

What Sound Are You?(now w/ pics)
brought to you by QuizillaThe Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Fifth Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScore
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful)Very Low
Level 3 (Gluttonous)High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Very Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Extreme
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very High
Level 7 (Violent)Extreme
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)High

Take the Dante's Inferno Test solitary
Your soul is bound to the Solitary Rose: The
Alone. "When I wake up alone, the shades are still
drawn on the cold window pane so they cast
their lines on my bed and lines on my
face."
The Solitary Rose is associated with loneliness,
melancholy, and patience. It is governed by
the goddess Merope and its sign is The Sword,
or Unrequited Love. As a Solitary Rose, you may be summed up as a
hopeless romantic. You desire love and have so
much love to give, but thing just never seem to
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What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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You are the element of music. You have anylyzation
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Which of the material elements are you?
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Which Dysfunctional Care Bear Are You?
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You have wings of STEEL. No one's really
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shut off emotion to the point of extreme
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pretender. Next to impossible to get close to,
even those who do never see the real you. It's
entirely possible that YOU don't even know the
real you. You have a certain fascination or
attraction to destruction on a massive scale -
disasters, perhaps even death or the concept of
the Apocalypse. Because you hold so much
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Then the mask will fall away, and your true
wings will be revealed. Until then you will
deal with whatever comes your way in icy bitter
silence and acceptance. On the positive side,
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much can crack through your defenses. You
intrigue people, who can't help but wonder why
you're the way you are. A loner and one who
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